Song Playing : Fall Out Boy - Thks Fr Th Mmrs

well. its been close to a mth since my blog post if i aint wrong. over the past mth. quite a few stuff have happened other than my regimental duties and camp work. external relationships haf been at an all time low with many problems occuring everywhere and nth good actually happening.

at this present moment, ive got no exact word to describe my r/ship with mel. unsure whether is it over, or is this still the cool down period or is it that she's waiting for me to do something. its been at this standoff point for say... a mth now... or close to that... during this period, ive met her once... outside DXO. was with shaun, ton, charm and derrick at the moment... when we (me and mel) walked off in the direction of DXO, i tot maybe we cld haf a chat to discuss wad has been happening around us. but juz after 2 or 3 qns, u decided to return to ur frenz... so in the end, nth was solved nor were we closer to getting things settled amongst us. maybe im juz bad in the relationship sector or something. things nv do work out for me in this sector.

and now... shaun drops by this near -dying blog and leaves a tag post without any explanation as to why he said that and wad did the message mean. if any1 has any damned idea wad the msg means, pls tell me... when i asked him on msn, he seemed kinda agitated and didnt want to explain himself. when i asked again thru sms and he didnt gimme an answer, i scolded him. and since then, its been silence between us... didnt even reply when i asked if he wanted to club tmr... zzz

in camp, kena arrow for all kinds of shit. damn sian

and derrick, y the fark r u so excited abt clubbing. lolx. k lets go tmr along with daniel... cant get any1 else i tink... if any1 tt sees this wants 2 go, pls drop me a sms... gladly welcome more ppl 2 hang out with...