Song I'm Listening To : Akon feat. Snoop Dogg - I Wanna Love You
Mood : .sian.BORED.hopeful.

sianz... 2dae was Lt Kelvin Chia's ORD. man... cant wait 4 my own ORD after seeing how happy he was after exchanging his 11B for the pink IC that we were forced 2 exchange for a year ago 4 me. so quickly tym flies and im down to juz 1 remaining year before i ORD. cant wait 4 tt day though. however, with the leaving of army also comes more worries including where will the income come in from. it also spells the impending entry into university where studies again become an important point in one's life. me, being the type tt cant get force myself 2 study, will definitely haf trouble when the tym comes 2 enter university. with all the smart kids arnd u, it will really b tough when all u haf in ur mind is World of Warcraft, movies and pool. lolx. tts the kinda guy i m. since JC. where everyone was so gd at maths in the F maths class, and all i cld tink of was where 2 DotA after school wif the shooting guyz. so it was kinda lucky tt i managed 2 get through my A levels with grades good enough to enter NTU. but tt was a year ago. so much tym has passed and i havent really changed.

2 celebrate his ORD, the 3 specs and a few of the RPs went down to some KTV in chinatown... me, being the kind tt doesnt sing. sorta paid money 4 a hilarious concert. listening to em sing and laugh at each other was really an eye opener as it was my 1st tym gg to KTV. still dun really noe wads so fun abt it though. id rather spend the money in a club, at a cinema or juz playing pool. lolx.

**i wanna go invisible
**i dont wanna go between people
**i juz wanna disappear
**like the song by My Chemical Romance
**cos it sucks to be in the middle
**and be the 1 tt breaks things up
**i shd juz die

when will i learn
not to commit so many mistakes
especially mistakes tt r so grave
tt i can nv fix em
no matter hw much i try