Song I'm Listening To : My Chemical Romance - This Is How I Disappear
Mood : .feel.like.disappearing.into.oblivion.

whew. juz came back frm being range chamber safety specialist. freakin tiring day. standing arnd guiding the BOBOs and the marksmen, ensuring safety is always taken into account and all that shit. with juz a few hrs of break allocated to lunch and dinner. considering i woke up at 4.40am this morning, im quite amazed i stayed awake during the day. though i obviously did take a lil bit of shut eyes here and there. but its juz not enuf.

watching all the shooting brings back memories of CJC Air Rifle (the sighting and all) and all the ranges i have had since enlisting. being in the shoes of the chamber specialist is really different frm that of the shooter. as the shooter, u need not worry a bit abt the zeroing process. juz concentrate on aiming the same spot. wad an easy job that is... i had 2 keep clicking the thing 2 zero their darn rifles. lolx. luckily the seniors were ever present to help along.

now that range is over for the day, my mind got thinking again. not that i wasnt thinking abt all those stuff during range, but juz not as much. with all the free time in the world at home, my mind got into overdrive thinking of all that has happened 2 me through my life. and it seems... that all the girls that ive liked, always seem 2 disappear into oblivion. wad a sad life i have. if this keeps up, there wun b any more gals i like in this world. HA.

saturday, underage party. hu going? i dunno if i can go with my "massive" amount of hours sleeping over the past few days. and i wouldnt want 2 go alone either. no cash too. luckily pay is in abt 8 days time... 1 week mre to go, and i can go spending again! shop shop movie movie! hahaz. gotta watch "300", and many more. catch Apocalypto if u enjoy shows abt tribal ppl and the way they go abt their lives. i like the sacrificing. heh. kinda sadistic i am. lolx. rolling heads.

and... vivocity has a nice rooftop 2 enjoy scenery man. i love it! lolx. im such a slacker.

[edit 2/2 12.06am]
respondin to charm's blog.
Make a list of 5 things not many people know about you, then tag 5 people to do the same!
1) I like girls
2) My index finger is smashed
3) I love girls
4) I dun like tellin ppl wad they dunno abt me
5) I dun like doing surveys

-TAGGED ONES-
1) no-one
2) no-one
3) no-one
4) no-one
5) no-one (and tts cos no1 visits)


the more things i do
the mre screwed up i become
and also the mre thoughts i haf
in my head