moodless, disappointed, disgusted and thankful at the same time. that probably sums up my feelings within me at this very moment.
it's been what? close to 3 mths since ive last blogged. havent had anything 2 write. but right at this moment, i need something or some1 to rant to. and this blog came to mind. lolx.
as of 2dae. ive got 1 mth 2 days till i fucking ORD. right about time i must say. its a general opinion amongst peers in camp, that the new rules and regulations and what nots being implemented in the camp is severely taxing us, NSFs in our stress levels. as of this morning, ive been slapped with a punishment for an offence that i must admit was quite severe. but whats appalling was the lack of support from a superior that once promised to fight for his men. early in the morning, i knew the fact that i was definitely gonna get slapped with a punishment due to the mistake commited as a result of complacency. the punishment : a reduction of off by 5 days and 3 extra duties. this is also where the thankful part comes in. if not for a few RPs speaking up for me, im pretty sure the punishment would be much more severe than this. it is in this situations that u are thankful that u haf frens around u. wad did the superior do? nothing. im touched by the way u help ur men. while i stress myself to help you when im on guard duty, when the shit hits the fan, u are nowhere 2 b found. mark my words, i aint gonna help u anymore. go find ur gay partner a.k.a. my fellow spec to help you. u 2 useless fuckers can go screw up everything u do.
3 extra duties. doesnt sound like much. but considering that extras have to be cleared over weekends. and January has ONLY 4 weekends. my duty forecast before the added extras stated that i have 1 weekend duty. doesnt take a rocket scientist to count that... ive no more weekends this month. sorry to those i promised i'd club with and play soccer with. i juz cant make it anymore. hopefully, there r some that will share the load with me.
the new year has brought about many things that helps me realise who are my true buddies be it in SAF or outside SAF. though the year is still young, there has already been many things happening. i juz hope for Feb 6th to come nearer so that i can leave this camp where many brotherhoods have been forged and many enemies have been made.
it's been what? close to 3 mths since ive last blogged. havent had anything 2 write. but right at this moment, i need something or some1 to rant to. and this blog came to mind. lolx.
as of 2dae. ive got 1 mth 2 days till i fucking ORD. right about time i must say. its a general opinion amongst peers in camp, that the new rules and regulations and what nots being implemented in the camp is severely taxing us, NSFs in our stress levels. as of this morning, ive been slapped with a punishment for an offence that i must admit was quite severe. but whats appalling was the lack of support from a superior that once promised to fight for his men. early in the morning, i knew the fact that i was definitely gonna get slapped with a punishment due to the mistake commited as a result of complacency. the punishment : a reduction of off by 5 days and 3 extra duties. this is also where the thankful part comes in. if not for a few RPs speaking up for me, im pretty sure the punishment would be much more severe than this. it is in this situations that u are thankful that u haf frens around u. wad did the superior do? nothing. im touched by the way u help ur men. while i stress myself to help you when im on guard duty, when the shit hits the fan, u are nowhere 2 b found. mark my words, i aint gonna help u anymore. go find ur gay partner a.k.a. my fellow spec to help you. u 2 useless fuckers can go screw up everything u do.
3 extra duties. doesnt sound like much. but considering that extras have to be cleared over weekends. and January has ONLY 4 weekends. my duty forecast before the added extras stated that i have 1 weekend duty. doesnt take a rocket scientist to count that... ive no more weekends this month. sorry to those i promised i'd club with and play soccer with. i juz cant make it anymore. hopefully, there r some that will share the load with me.
the new year has brought about many things that helps me realise who are my true buddies be it in SAF or outside SAF. though the year is still young, there has already been many things happening. i juz hope for Feb 6th to come nearer so that i can leave this camp where many brotherhoods have been forged and many enemies have been made.
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