The words play over repeatedly in my head...

Unreasonable ASSHOLE...

apparently it's been 5  months since my last blog post or so i've been told. within the period of time, i've since gotten together with a certain person, had my semester papers, enjoyed a pretty darn short holiday, gotten back results and started semester 2. 

results of semester 1 papers.. a GPA of 3.03... i dont even know if i should be happy with that but i sure as hell am relieved that i passed maths. it was 1 of the papers where i came out of the examination hall feeling totally fucked over. lol. priniciples of econs was the shocker and got me my highest grade of B. yea highest grade = B. not even a B+ or A-. kinda depressing too. but oh wells, at least i progress on to semester 2 without the need to retake any modules.

semester 2 has been tiring to say the least. i mean, starting the week on monday with a 10 hour school session just reminds me of primary/secondary school. but hmm even back then we only spent like 6 to 7 hours in school a day. a 5 day school week makes thing worse when i see others enjoying 3 day weeks and all. hopefully the end of this semester will see me pulling up my grades but i don't see myself doing well in modules like "effective communication" or "chemistry". not my strongest fields anyhow. reckless picking of electives also see me picking up a module called "what is cinema". lessons so far seems like a whole load of bullshit involving a "lecturer" screening weird ass films (not the popular 1s we're used to viewing in a cinema) and then giving us a whole lot of his thoughts. i mean he showed a 3min clip of a guy hitting ping pong balls..... with no speech. just balls. amazing... and kinda boring too. hopefully the exam won't be too hard to score in. i always have the trusty "S/U" option. lol.

on another note, am i too straightforward in my thinking. i've just been told that in my world, i only see the black and white zone... and that the gray zone actually does exist. maybe i do need to change the way i think.. to make it easier to communicate with every1 else. i admit that i do insist on things being done 1 way or the other but that's after weighing the pros and cons of both sides. is that wrong too? maybe it is better to leave everything in the gray area and not treat stuff as being the right or wrong decision.

hopefully missing you will cure this illness.