Song I'm Listening To : Fall Out Boy - This Aint A Scene, Its An Arms Race
Mood : .tired.REALtired.

duty last night. so long havent had duty. next month's duty forecast is out and im lined up for 5 duties... this saturday is my next duty, then monday. man, duty, rest then duty again. how exciting. i had better enjoy my sunday. yesterday's duty was also the 1st duty as guard commander that ive experienced a turnout... woot. blackout turnout. luckily it was done well with prior warning from the BOS. lolx... we were all hyped up for it and waiting for the phone call. lolx. other than that, everything turned out kinda well for the duty other than the slight hiccup in the morning that saw me gettin fucked again. lolx. wad a life. everytime duty muz kena fuck. lolx.

april 10th. a date im looking forward to. for reasons. heh.

april 11th. IPPT. tym for me 2 peak and attain my gold again. i need it so badly. i need the monetary rewards it brings along wif it. hope the gym work recently will help me regain my pullup counts. all the recent L.I.V.E runs haf brought my running timing back to timing worthy of the gold. lolx.


is it tym
to let the world noe

Song I'm Listening To : Jimmy Eat World - If You Don't Don't
Mood : .uber.HAPPY.

well... the events haf all passed.
the mind cafe trip turned out rather well with me, weiyang, kelvin, yongchuen and fabian going. 1st few games were quite screwed up but we ended with the duck game which always seems 2 work. lolx. the last tym play wif shaun, ton all that also tt game caused so much fun. other than that, tt night was kinda pathetic as we went home damn early.

then came saturday, the DXO trip. well... the crowd there was mainly CJC with many recognisable faces in there. however, the male:female ratio was kinda gay. LOL. so yea, danced for awhile before retreating to the 2nd floor where we found nice seats and we left our butts stuck there till... well, the club close. lolx. had 2 jugs of vodka ribena to share amongst the 5 of us courtesy of ME. lolx. cost me 84 do0ds. drink drink damn shiok right. my wallet also shiok. dun worry. LOL. after drinking, all felt tired and so slept there. then germ had 2 leave... juz before leaving, weiyang had 2 puke. lolx. it wasnt the sight i expected when i wanted 2 pee to see wy sprawled on the toilet floor puking. removed all the need i had 2 pee. LOLX.

sunday, went down shaun's place to play soccer. LOL. go there play 1 game only! damn sian lor. nxt tym muz play more... needa get my shoes first. not used 2 playing soccer in my runnin shoes.

monday, Basic Theory Test. lolx. thought i was gonna fail man. lucky got motivation. LOLX. in the end, i passed with a study tym of 1 hr. LOL. so many qns i werent sure. and ppl tell me its ALL common sense. man, u guyz were tryin 2 trick me into failing right. LOLX. applied for my Final Theory. gay dates again. another 2 months. ma test is in May. LOL. y cant they gimme in like a mth or smth. heh. delay like that and my license, maybe ORD lo, also havent get yet. lolx.

and did i mention... i feel so in love. LOL

Song I'm Listening To : Justin Timberlake - What Goes Around... Comes Around
Mood : .moodless.

well... juz completed 1 of the most crazy DotA games in a long tym. Tiny with 500+ dmg... lolx... DotA is once again becoming interesting. lolx... despite not training as much as last tym, it seems i can still play quite ok. enuf 2 win public games though. lolx.

past few days haf been passing by at a relative okay pace... juz implemented a new system amongst the 3 of us RP sgts. lolx. quite a lame system but at least it gets the work done. and it doesnt help that the OFF/EXTRA book was found missing in the guardroom and the idea of having everybody's off gone became very threateningly real. lolx. luckily for every1, we didnt have to burn anything as long as we rmb when the off was from. lolx. i cld only rmb 2 out of my 2.5 days of OFF but at least i got smth out of it...

friday gonna head to MIND cafe... lolx... so long since ive gone... will b my 2nd tym there. lolx. tot i said i wun go there again. but oh well, YC likes 2 play these. lolx.. so follow lor... need 2 get 2 noe my fellow sgts better. lolx. 3 specs + 1 ex-BSO... shd become quite a fun affair. lolx.

saturday, DXO. lolx... not many ppl sia... wad a pity dan and the grp wun b gg. lolx. if not got so many mre ppl. at the moment only me, kelvin chia, derrick, weiyang, mel and germ going. lolx. 6 people... need MORE! lolx... im going crazy again. as the night moves on, i get mre n mre hyper. wonder hw i actually do get to slp at 2am. lolx... but i can prolly slp cos of the fact that i wake up at 540+ everyday. lolx. 3+ hrs of slp every nite. surely can sleep. lolx...

been doing lotsa running. needa regain my 2.4km timing. cant afford to lose my IPPT Gold... i seriously need that $200 bonus. lolx... did my pull-ups 2dae and shit, i struggled at the 12th 1... not a good sign.. though its good enuf for the 5 points, it shows im weakening. tym 4 the push-up regime to resume. haf been slacking up over the past mths. even cut down on that darn bball machine in the arcade! lolx, im sure that somehow attributes to my weakening strength. lolx. any1 wanna go do some running, pls call me along. i would love all sorts of company running. heard a person runs way better with company. lolx. i wouldnt mind doing 2.4km, 3km, 5km or even 10km runs. lolx. so pls call or sms me if u wanna do some running. lolx. i'll b glad 2 free up some time to go do some training.

Song I'm Listening To : Good Charlotte - Keep Your Hands Off My Girl
Mood : .hang.Over.saysitall.

well... ytd was a real quick day in camp. report to camp same old time b4 having the LIVE run thingy. run 3km. kinda ez. the pace was slow i guess. not good enuf for an IPPT gold... my timing has taken such a huge hit since leaving SISPEC. i struggle to obtain a 10minute timing. how m i 2 cut down on tt excess 15 seconds. guess i'll haf 2 continue running a lot more. after the 3km run, our original plan was 2 sit down and have breakfast and relax till noon. but in the end, we cld only maintain the breakfast part of the deal as after breakfast at arnd 10, BSO asked us y havent we changed back into out uniform and gave us work 2 do. at 12, we changed to civilian attire and headed down to Marina South for our mess bowling activity. skeptical about it at 1st but in the end, it turned out to become a damn fun activity. lolx. all the laughter as people miss their bowls and all. craziness.

after the bowling activity, i headed home and showered and all b4 heading down to shaun's place for his birthday celebration BBQ. quite a turnout but according to shaun, its below the expected number. there was germaine and her bf, tonia, charm, russell, derrick, me and mel. ok, after typing it out, doesnt really seem like much. lolx. they cld all fit into a line. but yea... i got wasted. lolx. wonder how too. i drank real little. probably its because i had too little food before drinking. juz hate the feeling of gettin wasted. that makes it the 2nd tym i throw up under the influence of alcohol... sighz... and derrick had 2 send me home again. damn sad guy la he. always muz take care of me whenever i get wasted. the last tym at DXO also is he save my life. lolx. even after getting home, i still wanted 2 throw up... hug my toilet bowl till fall aslp. damn disgusting i noe. but wad 2 do. later throw up on the floor get worse shit frm ma parents. lolx. at 4am, then i returned to my room 2 sleep after my dad woke me up in the toilet. lolx.

2dae havent been doing much other than WoW and DotA... i guess thats wad makes up my life. in fact, ive got not much life. gotta go out and do some shopping though. prolly go like tmr or smth. gotta waste away my converse voucher, get myself a new pair of street soccer shoes, take a look at the Nike Limited Edt Dunks, get new clothes and all. lolx... shopping is good, but spends a lil too much of my pathetic NS pay, though many people will complain that im getting a lot more than em. lolx. currently waiting for my dinner before probably go to MOS. lolx...

gettin wasted was a mistake
juz like all the other mistakes
that ive made through my life