maybe i do need some1 to talk to. 

u are right. im p******* and d********.

but m i wrong to think that way?

i know whats going thru their minds.

but you dont take heed to my warnings.

thinking that its a matter of trust.

when its obviously otherwise.

for now,

i'll just keep everything back.

and head to bed.

hoping that things will be fine.

when i wake up.