Song Playing : Fall Out Boy - Thks Fr Th Mmrs

well. its been close to a mth since my blog post if i aint wrong. over the past mth. quite a few stuff have happened other than my regimental duties and camp work. external relationships haf been at an all time low with many problems occuring everywhere and nth good actually happening.

at this present moment, ive got no exact word to describe my r/ship with mel. unsure whether is it over, or is this still the cool down period or is it that she's waiting for me to do something. its been at this standoff point for say... a mth now... or close to that... during this period, ive met her once... outside DXO. was with shaun, ton, charm and derrick at the moment... when we (me and mel) walked off in the direction of DXO, i tot maybe we cld haf a chat to discuss wad has been happening around us. but juz after 2 or 3 qns, u decided to return to ur frenz... so in the end, nth was solved nor were we closer to getting things settled amongst us. maybe im juz bad in the relationship sector or something. things nv do work out for me in this sector.

and now... shaun drops by this near -dying blog and leaves a tag post without any explanation as to why he said that and wad did the message mean. if any1 has any damned idea wad the msg means, pls tell me... when i asked him on msn, he seemed kinda agitated and didnt want to explain himself. when i asked again thru sms and he didnt gimme an answer, i scolded him. and since then, its been silence between us... didnt even reply when i asked if he wanted to club tmr... zzz

in camp, kena arrow for all kinds of shit. damn sian

and derrick, y the fark r u so excited abt clubbing. lolx. k lets go tmr along with daniel... cant get any1 else i tink... if any1 tt sees this wants 2 go, pls drop me a sms... gladly welcome more ppl 2 hang out with...

Song Playing : 30 Seconds To Mars - The Kill

well. i dont noe wad is happening around me anymore. finally fell sick again after so long. did a fucked up duty wif a fucking fever. suddenly, ure treating me like this.

falling sick
yes, ive finally fallen sick again ever since BMT's fever. this tym ive struck fever again. but for a short period of 4 days. m feelin much btr now. thx 4 the concern hueva asked me abt it during tt period. it was nice. even wif fever, i managed 2 lug my body over to camp where i managed to do basic tasks. at the 3rd day, i even had a duty and i felt obliged to do it instead of calling upon the reserve like what the typical IDS would haf done on any other day. those bunch of slackers only sit around, sleep and watch VCDs and they still want to activate each other to come down early weekend mornings. wad a great sense of courtesy and bonding the share amongst each other. so well, the duty was going along well till juz b4 staff parade and things totally imploded after that. problems after problems came in from every corner. from the men to the BOS, every1 juz wanted a share of me. lolx. so exciting. but in the end, the night passed by untouched and the guard2 was kind enuf to let me get more sleep at the expense of his own sleep due to my fever. see, fever is kinda helpful at times.

coupled with all these in-camp problems that dont seem to want to stop, ive got personal problems as well. maybe im just a fucking problem magnet and i will never stop all these problems from consistently finding their way to me no matter how much i hide. i might as well stand out wif a neon sign saying "HIT ME". maybe they will hit me less hard. the personal problems i shall not mention here. if u wanna noe, u might wanna PM me on MSN and c if im free. if im free and in da mood i might tell u. m damn bz recently man.. all the camp stuff. + ive got IPPT on wednesday and ive juz recovered from my illness meaning my physical fitness would haf dropped. wonder if i can maintain my gold 2.4 timing when i return.

and now no more anime piracy. YAY TO MUSIC JUNCTION AND THE LIKES! hahaz. music junction is so gonna rejoice as more and more people buy their legal VCDs of animes like Bleach and Naruto. wonder what will happen if u download the anime series that are not legalised yet. is legalised even the term. i remember hearing the term b4 when Bleach was _______ but now i cant remember what that term was. maybe it is legalised.

well im blabbering more and more nonsense if any1 notices. 30 seconds to mars is kinda nice to listen to but as my loyal reader has pointed out, theres screaming in it so it might not lend itself to some of ur ears. dun like, dun complain to me. lolx. juz remove it from yer playlists. isnt tt ez. complaining wun help shit. ive learnt tt the hard way.

right now, im lost for words and m unsure of what to do. what shd i do.